you wouldn't believe the traffic.
"I am Hatake Kakashi. I have no intentions of telling you my likes and dislikes. As for my dream...I have a few hobbies. "

{In a relationship with Umino Iruka.}




From the beginning it was always Iruka chasing the fraying seams of his mask with intent to bear him, strip Kakashi of his means to hide behind his lies and excuses. However taxing the endeavor had been, Iruka always followed with the unwavering ideal that it was with the hope he could relieve the weight from the Jounin’s shoulders. Strange how the roles seemed reversed now; Iruka hid behind the flimsy assurance of his mask of contentment and sex. Kakashi could see right through—he always could.

"You can’t expect to shoulder everything," The hypocrisy burned his tongue like acid, touched the corners of his ruined lips in an ache that stiffened his jaw, "It’s not up to you what the give and take is here."

I’m fine, Iruka. I really am—You have to know that—

Kakashi shifted slightly, pushing his weight along his shoulders as he settled against the headboard with a huff. “—I would have gone with you, Iruka.”

"What is it you say when I tell you the same thing?" he murmured, a half-smile on his face. It didn’t look all quite there, but that was fine. He wasn’t facing him. "Nothing. You don’t say anything. Sometimes, you say, ‘I’m alright, Iruka’, or ‘You worry too much’, and that’s that. Should I do the same?”

He shifted, glancing back at the pillow behind him, and laid himself down. He closed his eyes for a moment and listened to the clock ticking and the leaves moving outside and the way Kakashi’s breathing was quiet, even, gentle. 

"You wouldn’t have been allowed," he replied, matter-of-fact. "I wasn’t authorized to view, actually. Ibiki told me to come anyway, and he admitted me when everyone was busy. Nobody saw me. They’d have seen you, though. Silly hair."

He gave a dry, quiet chuckle, and shook his head. 

"I’m alright. I guess it’s just sinking in, now. Maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow." 

"Would you really lie to me, Iruka?" Kakashi replied and his voice was soft, bereft of the ease his voice feigned even in the wake of their lovemaking. The situation was enough without the reminder of his innate, rather difficult habits of pulling into his shell. His disconnect with Iruka, with the world, was something he faced trembling each time it reared and forced him into the dark. Never would he wish such a thing on Iruka, never. Kakashi frowned and his heart cooled, it hurt much more than he would ever allow to show.

The buzzing of spring evening thermals hummed outside, meshing in time with the ebbing song of cicadas. They reminded Kakashi of warm days, empty fields, the heavy and yet empty steps left in the wake of his father’s path.

"Regardless,"  He began again, and his voice never wavered, heavy almost in the calm he exuded as he spoke, "Would have done better to be here sooner rather than several hours after the fact, Iruka."

It wasn’t enough, this—even now, it wasn’t enough. Kakashi felt the tide of disconnect drift with the lingering burn of his loins, the ground of understanding sifted like sand through the Jounin’s fingertips. In the span of a moment, Kakashi felt useless; the child staring through a muddled pane of glass.

"—Sorry," It was all he could think to say, "that I wasn’t here sooner."

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"when you’re this tall, maybe you can become hokage."

more father-son bonding, because naruto’s relationship with iruka is the best in the series! let’s take a moment to appreciate them, instead of ship wars!!

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They are not thoughts. They are memories which in my weakness haunt me and strangely move me.
All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque
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I————————— I don’t even have an excuse for this one—————-

Who Wants To Live Forever
133,843 plays


Queen - Who wants to live forever

There’s no time for us
There’s no place for us
What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away from us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever….?

There’s no chance for us
It’s all decided for us
This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?

Who dares to love forever?
When love must die

But touch my tears with your lips
Touch my world with your fingertips
And we can have forever
And we can love forever
Forever is our today
Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?
Forever is our today

Who waits forever anyway?

Greatest Hits 1 & 2 (cd 2)

To me Freddie will live forever in his amazing music like this beautiful song.

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{ Wow, ok I’ve only been on this account for a few months and to already hit a milestone of 500+ of you cuties is a great and wonderful honor. I honestly made this blog on a whim and never thought I would still be sticking with it and much less have all of the sweet and kind words from so many of you who seem to enjoy my portrayal ( and that means a lot to me you have no idea ). I’ve met some really wonderful people through this fandom and interacted in some pretty gorgeous ways with both old and new friends and let me tell you, its been one of the greatest experiences of my life and I truly thank you all for that from the deepest place in my heart. }

And now in no particular order mostly because I’m too tired I give you a small list of some A++++ people that you should really follow as they have made my dash a brighter place and a super fantastic joy to interact with or watch from afar;

irukas rhomru themirkwoodking lordoferebor et-impiis-lethalis little-scarecrow edhelernil meowgito eomeer toothpiick sonofwhitefang xrtificial wardenofthewood tithentuil nicemannersforathiefandliar elrohirsonofelrond king-aragorn-of-gondor twin-talons wisebyexperience 

frostbite883: In three words, how would you describe Reno?

"—What’s a ‘Reno’?"

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//[drowns beneath homework pile]

irukas: "Ah... in the living room? We could move the extra armchair. Can't we? I want to keep him." He's going to pull the big, doe-eyed expression. "Can't we keep him? Please?"

There was no saying no—Regardless of how Iruka had felt, it wasn’t as though Kakashi could very well ignore a dog with a presence so—well, large. 

He sighed. There was no arguing.

"—We’re going to have to move more than the armchair, Iruka."